1.Lama gila tak blog. Bila dah start balik, amik kau dua entri.
2.Lapar
3.Stress jugak bila dah start kerja. Kena fikir zakat, duit nak bagi kat mama, apa nak beli, berapa nak simpan. Kalau nak berhenti kerja, duit nak buat buat belanja before dapat kerja baru.AAARRGGHHHH!~
4.I don't feel like I'm doing anything significant with my life. Where did all my aspirations went? I'm back to square one and this sucks.
5.Rasanya chicken wing kat bawah dah habis kena kebas tak?
6.I miss New Zealand and most importantly, I miss the optimism that I had when I was there.
7.Excited for the dinner with the girls tomorrow ^__^
8.Amused at how some people can easily go against what they believed in before. You turned into the kind of people that you hated the most,dear. Sangat hypocrite.
9. Esok nak bawak kamera apa?
10.Nak beli ke tak buku-buku Where is Waldo yang mahal itu.
11.I don't have any defence at all when it comes to retail therapy. I don't have defense at all when it comes to shopping. Help me.
12. How can someone that is close to you ditch you for people who probably doesn't even care? Is it my fault? Is it no one's? How can someone change? Or is it the person's character right from the beginning and you're just too blind to notice it cause you cared?
13.I don't care as much anymore. At the rate you're going, you've probably lost most of the people who actually cared about you because of your ego. Congratulations, it is what you've wanted all along.Carpe Diem.
14.Bila nak start belajar bahasa Jepun balik?.
15.Kalau pekena sup daging+telur dadar+nasi+sambal belacan extra kat gerai bawah pokok kat Taman Melati tu pun sedap nih.
16. Kadang-kadang saya rasa bodoh bila tak paham apa yang orang-orang artistik tulis/lukis/buat. Kadang-kadang saya rasa derang yang bodoh. Atau terlebih poyo. Mana satu yang betul?
17. Apa kena ngan pompuan biol lagi hypocrite ni?Bapak double standards. Dah la manipulative bitch suka suruh PEREMPUAN SAHAJA bogel.
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18. Apsal mata tamau lelap lagi niiiiiiii??!!!!
February 14, 2010
7-Years Cycle, anyone?
A friend told me recently that there is a theory that states, you will recycle your friends every 7 years. My initial thoughts were, sadly, that it is not totally impossible. Looking back in my life, there have been friends lost and gained. It is not totally our fault, not sure if it is completely fate either, but it happens. Sometimes, you just grew out of them, sometimes, time played a role, sometimes it's just plain betrayal coming to get your sorry ass.
When we first start to go our separate ways back in high school, I was blessed to get to know another bunch of people who taught me about what it means to grow up. Even when I end up spending most of my free times with them, I never did forget my school friends. These are the people who made me laugh, made me cry; who helped me get through one of the most trying times in my life even without them noticing it. These monkeys helped me to count my blessings, and whenever I start counting them as blessings, I could never stop. Even up till now, I am still amazed that we manage to stay close despite the years and distance that each of us have traveled. Maybe we weren't as close as before, but I know that they'll drop whatever they're doing and come to me if ever I need help. For that I can't thank you guys enough and I can only say this:
I'm sorry If I have not been spending my time as I should with you people. I'm sorry for all the cancellations that we did whenever we plan to go out just because tak cukup korum. I'm sorry I've never contacted you guys enough. But please understand that I'll always see you guys as my friends even if we only meet like once in a year.
It hit me when Dila went to Perth. How all these years, we kept on taking rain checks when we decided to do lunch/dinner/movie/yumcha. I always think that there will be another day to meet if today didn't work out. That her leaving is just something so far in the distance. Then, she left. Everyone was contemplating on why we didn't hang out that much, how we can't believe that she had left, how we all thought that there will be more TIME. Of course it's not that much of a drama, she'll come back by the end of the year, and we'll resume our karaoke/shouting sessions in the car, witnessed by amused drivers and motorists, but damn, we could've spent more time with each other.
And then, dear Liq left as well. He was the residential Class Crackhead, and he is also our Ketua Kelas. He was the guy that kept tab of the SPM countdown on the blackboard, and he was also the guy who kept tab of the countdown to any major Hindi movie screenings =_=". The guy even came up with a jingle for a friend's family restaurant and a music video pitch for a friend's song. Back in school, we would talk and crack jokes everyday. Fast forward to after school, we would only meet during reunions and parties. Last time I saw him was in a class reunion almost a year ago. I was touched when he texted me that he is leaving.
It might be something simple, but the thought that he actually remembers his old friend. The fact that he managed to retain the 17-year-old-Hindi-loving-freak image puts a smile to my face when I was stressed up with the pile of work that I have to do.
Here is the kind of people that I associate myself with. I'm glad to say that some of them have survived 2 rounds of 7-year cycle with me. To the ones that still lives up to the definition of 'friend', here's for another 10 rounds :). For the once who does not, well,
When we first start to go our separate ways back in high school, I was blessed to get to know another bunch of people who taught me about what it means to grow up. Even when I end up spending most of my free times with them, I never did forget my school friends. These are the people who made me laugh, made me cry; who helped me get through one of the most trying times in my life even without them noticing it. These monkeys helped me to count my blessings, and whenever I start counting them as blessings, I could never stop. Even up till now, I am still amazed that we manage to stay close despite the years and distance that each of us have traveled. Maybe we weren't as close as before, but I know that they'll drop whatever they're doing and come to me if ever I need help. For that I can't thank you guys enough and I can only say this:
I'm sorry If I have not been spending my time as I should with you people. I'm sorry for all the cancellations that we did whenever we plan to go out just because tak cukup korum. I'm sorry I've never contacted you guys enough. But please understand that I'll always see you guys as my friends even if we only meet like once in a year.
It hit me when Dila went to Perth. How all these years, we kept on taking rain checks when we decided to do lunch/dinner/movie/yumcha. I always think that there will be another day to meet if today didn't work out. That her leaving is just something so far in the distance. Then, she left. Everyone was contemplating on why we didn't hang out that much, how we can't believe that she had left, how we all thought that there will be more TIME. Of course it's not that much of a drama, she'll come back by the end of the year, and we'll resume our karaoke/shouting sessions in the car, witnessed by amused drivers and motorists, but damn, we could've spent more time with each other.
And then, dear Liq left as well. He was the residential Class Crackhead, and he is also our Ketua Kelas. He was the guy that kept tab of the SPM countdown on the blackboard, and he was also the guy who kept tab of the countdown to any major Hindi movie screenings =_=". The guy even came up with a jingle for a friend's family restaurant and a music video pitch for a friend's song. Back in school, we would talk and crack jokes everyday. Fast forward to after school, we would only meet during reunions and parties. Last time I saw him was in a class reunion almost a year ago. I was touched when he texted me that he is leaving.
I'm flying off people..Take care..N dun forget to watch my name is khan..Till we meet again..Salam
It might be something simple, but the thought that he actually remembers his old friend. The fact that he managed to retain the 17-year-old-Hindi-loving-freak image puts a smile to my face when I was stressed up with the pile of work that I have to do.
Here is the kind of people that I associate myself with. I'm glad to say that some of them have survived 2 rounds of 7-year cycle with me. To the ones that still lives up to the definition of 'friend', here's for another 10 rounds :). For the once who does not, well,
WHATEVER.
July 30, 2009
Saya ada hak untuk rasa lapar
Ain, cepat ah..aku tengah lapar ni tunggu kau habis kelas Money N Banking.Apa barang belajar pasal bank, sunset industry la weih. Lagi berapa dekad lagi kita dah takkan pakai duit and bank pun takkan wujud dah, perlu ke study (ini based on a loosely educated guess,ok)???
Duit, duit,duit. Lapar,lapar,lapar. Tetiba buat aku teringat Mc Donalds. Harerm jaders yahudi betul la. Why in the world am I being sucked into excessive consumerism. Tamauuuu...gi jahanam kau corporatist sialan!!
And on a random note,
yayy yayy, esok pergi ka-rock :DDDD
Duit, duit,duit. Lapar,lapar,lapar. Tetiba buat aku teringat Mc Donalds. Harerm jaders yahudi betul la. Why in the world am I being sucked into excessive consumerism. Tamauuuu...gi jahanam kau corporatist sialan!!
And on a random note,
yayy yayy, esok pergi ka-rock :DDDD
July 29, 2009
Sorry for the long hiatus
Kami tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (daripada kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat seksa (daripada kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya (2:286)
Hidup tak selalunya cantik
Tak selalunya ada pelangi
Bila fikir balik,
Hari-hari duduk Disneyland pun tak best
Bila dah jadi penduduk rasmi neraka dunia
Baru kita faham erti
ketenangan di sebalik kekacauan
dan seribu satu macam paradoks
Yang tak dapat diungkaikan dengan kata
NERAKA DUNIA = SYURGA AKHIRAT
mungkin.
Yang bertakhta diatas kerusi dusta
Bertopengkan kemanusiaan
bermukakan iblis
Hujahku hanya satu
"Adakah mereka merasakan mereka telah beriman sedangkan mereka belum diuji" (Al-Ankabut:29)
Hidup tak selalunya cantik
Tak selalunya ada pelangi
Bila fikir balik,
Hari-hari duduk Disneyland pun tak best
Bila dah jadi penduduk rasmi neraka dunia
Baru kita faham erti
ketenangan di sebalik kekacauan
dan seribu satu macam paradoks
Yang tak dapat diungkaikan dengan kata
NERAKA DUNIA = SYURGA AKHIRAT
mungkin.
Yang bertakhta diatas kerusi dusta
Bertopengkan kemanusiaan
bermukakan iblis
Hujahku hanya satu
"Adakah mereka merasakan mereka telah beriman sedangkan mereka belum diuji" (Al-Ankabut:29)
June 15, 2009
Kalau dah terbaca...
1) Bekas kekasih saya adalah...
seorang rockstar, Encik Julian Casablancas, vokalis The Strokes. Saya mem'bekas'kan dia kerana album ketiga dia sangat menghampakan. Mungkinkah kerana dia bukan lagi dibawah pengaruh alkohol dan dadah? Mungkin.
2) Saya sedang mendengar...
Arigatou- Home Made Kazoku
3) Mungkin saya patut...
belajar Photoshop pada kadar yang segera.Buat project paper praktikal.Campak Maxis broadband kat muka Encik Sandip Das
4) Saya suka..
kamu. Oh, saya suka kamera-kamera saya juga.
5) Sahabat-sahabat saya...
memang best susah nak explain.
yang perasan dia sahabat tapi langsung perangai tak sahabat;
thenggsss, tapi kau memang sumpah bapak tak best.
6) Saya tak paham...
kenapa manusia bodoh
7) Saya kehilangan...
benda dan orang. selalu jadik camtuh. saya pun tatau kenapa.
8) Ramai yang berkata...
saya tak betul. apa itu betul? macam sangat subjektif. macam sangat pasca moden pulak saya ni. betul ke pasca?ntah ahh..kau paham ke?aku pun tak paham.
10) Cinta itu adalah...
alasan untuk mengawan
11) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang...
buat apa yang saya mahu buat. boleh saya ikut kamu?
12) Saya akan cuba...
menjadi lebih optimistik dalam persepsi saya terhadap manusia. Tapi ini semakin hari semakin sukar.
13) Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud...
sebentar sahaja. Contohnya, ada orang kata aku cinta/sayang/sahabat kau selamanya (bapak geli). Itu tipu. bila dia jumpa benda baru, selama itu cuma sementara. Kita manusia memang ada ADD (attention deficit disorder). tak perlu marah kalau kau tak setuju, tapi ini hakikat. Manusia mudah lupa.
14) Telefon bimbit saya..
sudah retak menanti belah..hahah.
15) Bila saya terjaga...
saya nak tidur lagi lama, Tuhan kasi tidur selama-lamanya baru tahu.
16) Saya paling meluat...
tengok orang yang menjijikkan
17) Pesta/parti adalah...
tempat berjumpa dan bergembira dengan kawan. Takda arak/dadah/perempuan bogel pun pesta itu boleh jadi best kalau orang best.
18) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui...
semua haiwan.
19) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah...
masa kecik-kecik
20) Hari ini...
saya pergi zoo. Saya penat
21) Malam ini saya akan...
buat bodoh
22) Esok pula saya akan...
pergi kerja, buat surprise party untuk ofismet(sumpah tak tahu colleague apa dlm bahasa)
23) Saya betul² inginkan...
duit sekarang.cukup untuk pergi melancong, dengar muzik, baca buku,makan, fotografi.
24) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini...
mak oiii...kalau buat reconstructive surgery pun tak dapat tolong dah...
25) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan...
dalam pusat membeli belah ada arked permainan.
26) Makanan barat atau Jepun...
Barat dan Jepun. saya makan semua benda tapi kalau makan makanan Jepun boleh hidup lama dan kelihatan muda.
27) Bilik yang terang atau gelap...
terang, saya takut gelap.
28) Makanan segera adalah...
makan segera supaya dapat mati segera
29) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang...
dahhhhh, pintu library dah tutup dahh (mak saya memang paranoid)
30) Siapa yang anda ingin tag...
dah baca, ikut suka hati kau.
Terima Kasih,lin. Aku memang tengah bosan
seorang rockstar, Encik Julian Casablancas, vokalis The Strokes. Saya mem'bekas'kan dia kerana album ketiga dia sangat menghampakan. Mungkinkah kerana dia bukan lagi dibawah pengaruh alkohol dan dadah? Mungkin.
2) Saya sedang mendengar...
Arigatou- Home Made Kazoku
3) Mungkin saya patut...
belajar Photoshop pada kadar yang segera.Buat project paper praktikal.Campak Maxis broadband kat muka Encik Sandip Das
4) Saya suka..
kamu. Oh, saya suka kamera-kamera saya juga.
5) Sahabat-sahabat saya...
memang best susah nak explain.
yang perasan dia sahabat tapi langsung perangai tak sahabat;
thenggsss, tapi kau memang sumpah bapak tak best.
6) Saya tak paham...
kenapa manusia bodoh
7) Saya kehilangan...
benda dan orang. selalu jadik camtuh. saya pun tatau kenapa.
8) Ramai yang berkata...
saya tak betul. apa itu betul? macam sangat subjektif. macam sangat pasca moden pulak saya ni. betul ke pasca?ntah ahh..kau paham ke?aku pun tak paham.
10) Cinta itu adalah...
alasan untuk mengawan
11) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang...
buat apa yang saya mahu buat. boleh saya ikut kamu?
12) Saya akan cuba...
menjadi lebih optimistik dalam persepsi saya terhadap manusia. Tapi ini semakin hari semakin sukar.
13) Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud...
sebentar sahaja. Contohnya, ada orang kata aku cinta/sayang/sahabat kau selamanya (bapak geli). Itu tipu. bila dia jumpa benda baru, selama itu cuma sementara. Kita manusia memang ada ADD (attention deficit disorder). tak perlu marah kalau kau tak setuju, tapi ini hakikat. Manusia mudah lupa.
14) Telefon bimbit saya..
sudah retak menanti belah..hahah.
15) Bila saya terjaga...
saya nak tidur lagi lama, Tuhan kasi tidur selama-lamanya baru tahu.
16) Saya paling meluat...
tengok orang yang menjijikkan
17) Pesta/parti adalah...
tempat berjumpa dan bergembira dengan kawan. Takda arak/dadah/perempuan bogel pun pesta itu boleh jadi best kalau orang best.
18) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui...
semua haiwan.
19) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah...
masa kecik-kecik
20) Hari ini...
saya pergi zoo. Saya penat
21) Malam ini saya akan...
buat bodoh
22) Esok pula saya akan...
pergi kerja, buat surprise party untuk ofismet(sumpah tak tahu colleague apa dlm bahasa)
23) Saya betul² inginkan...
duit sekarang.cukup untuk pergi melancong, dengar muzik, baca buku,makan, fotografi.
24) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini...
mak oiii...kalau buat reconstructive surgery pun tak dapat tolong dah...
25) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan...
dalam pusat membeli belah ada arked permainan.
26) Makanan barat atau Jepun...
Barat dan Jepun. saya makan semua benda tapi kalau makan makanan Jepun boleh hidup lama dan kelihatan muda.
27) Bilik yang terang atau gelap...
terang, saya takut gelap.
28) Makanan segera adalah...
makan segera supaya dapat mati segera
29) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang...
dahhhhh, pintu library dah tutup dahh (mak saya memang paranoid)
30) Siapa yang anda ingin tag...
dah baca, ikut suka hati kau.
Terima Kasih,lin. Aku memang tengah bosan
June 9, 2009
jangan kau bimbang sayang
Kau tak perlu risau.manusia semua sama.satu hari kau ditinggalkan.esok lusa giliran kau pedajal orang lain. Istilah kawan hanyalah digunakan untuk sementara. Bila kau dah tak berguna, blah la wei. Kau sama, aku sama. Apa nak heran?
Bila kau tension jumpalah kawan terbaik kau. Bila rasa nak bersetan ngan kawan yang ko sendiri rasa bukan kawan, pergilah. Sila jahanamkan hidup kau.Bila dah rasa jahanam, meh la repot kat aku, kata kau menyesal sangat. Menyesal tapi suka. Ulang langkah pertama sampai dah terjahanam taley nak repair. Silakan.
Kalau aku kata aku pun ada masalah, memang susah gila kau nak percaya,kan? amy the story teller ni memang suka reka cerita.
Mesti best gila pakai emotional blackmail nak suruh orang ikut kehendak kau,kan? Best gila aku cakap, aku rasa aku pon ada pakai sekali- sekala.
Selalunya aku selalu mau tolong. Mesti mau tgk secara neutral, kalau tak positif. Tapi sekarang, aku sudah capek layan orang buat sementara waktu. PMS mungkin?
Bila kau tension jumpalah kawan terbaik kau. Bila rasa nak bersetan ngan kawan yang ko sendiri rasa bukan kawan, pergilah. Sila jahanamkan hidup kau.Bila dah rasa jahanam, meh la repot kat aku, kata kau menyesal sangat. Menyesal tapi suka. Ulang langkah pertama sampai dah terjahanam taley nak repair. Silakan.
Kalau aku kata aku pun ada masalah, memang susah gila kau nak percaya,kan? amy the story teller ni memang suka reka cerita.
Mesti best gila pakai emotional blackmail nak suruh orang ikut kehendak kau,kan? Best gila aku cakap, aku rasa aku pon ada pakai sekali- sekala.
Selalunya aku selalu mau tolong. Mesti mau tgk secara neutral, kalau tak positif. Tapi sekarang, aku sudah capek layan orang buat sementara waktu. PMS mungkin?
June 3, 2009
Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara
Ya, jangan tercekik tulang ayam yang kau tengah hisap tuh (memang sangat geli dgn perkataan hisap).
Saya sudah mula berjogging. Ok, bukan berjogging, maybe brisk walk...ok lah, ada jugak jalan lenggang mak kangkung korang nih suma memang SANGATLAH SKEPTIKAL NGAN AKU KAN KAN KAN???!!!
Weh basbistazz, janganlah gelak...
Best jugak berjogging ni, walaupun ada sedikit terseksa dan terhina. Terhina sebab ada apek tua ni boleh overtake aku. Gila tercabar doh, tgk bontot apek tu kat depan aku. Rilek je dia, aku dah tercungap-cungap. Pastuh aku overtake dia, pastuh dia nak overtake aku lak, tapi aku tak bagi.hahaha. OK, aku tau sangat pathetic boleh lawan ngan orang tua, tapi itu sajalah kekuatan stamina aku yang aku mampu =_=". Sedih, tapi nak buat caner weyyyyy..
But at least it was better than previous days...we finished one round faster
entri ni aku tulis semalam. line maxis sangat bengong. WOIII MAXIS!!! nak berniaga ke tidak!
Saya sudah mula berjogging. Ok, bukan berjogging, maybe brisk walk...ok lah, ada jugak jalan lenggang mak kangkung korang nih suma memang SANGATLAH SKEPTIKAL NGAN AKU KAN KAN KAN???!!!
Weh basbistazz, janganlah gelak...
Best jugak berjogging ni, walaupun ada sedikit terseksa dan terhina. Terhina sebab ada apek tua ni boleh overtake aku. Gila tercabar doh, tgk bontot apek tu kat depan aku. Rilek je dia, aku dah tercungap-cungap. Pastuh aku overtake dia, pastuh dia nak overtake aku lak, tapi aku tak bagi.hahaha. OK, aku tau sangat pathetic boleh lawan ngan orang tua, tapi itu sajalah kekuatan stamina aku yang aku mampu =_=". Sedih, tapi nak buat caner weyyyyy..
But at least it was better than previous days...we finished one round faster
entri ni aku tulis semalam. line maxis sangat bengong. WOIII MAXIS!!! nak berniaga ke tidak!
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