November 28, 2011
August 23, 2011
24 on 24
A decade ago, I never thought I would be,
At twenty-three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion.
Woe-is-me.
But I guess that it comes with the territory,
An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity.
I need you to hear, I need you to see
That I have had all I can take and
Exploding seems like a definite possibility to me.
A decade ago, I listened to this song. Wondered how being 23 would feel like. Tonight, I'm only few minutes shy of being 24, and I still wonder what it means being 23.
So where do I go after tonight?
August 15, 2011
Happiness
I think being happy is hard work.
That's why there's a lot of people who feels miserable.
If you're sad, you need a pick-me-up, right?
Talking to people to lighten up a burden, that needs a lot of courage, and effort.
Going out to do the things you love;
Photography, Movies, Rock-Climbing, running, reading, Driving at 180km/h.
That's hard.
Being happy also costs a lot of money.
Shopping therapy is not cheap.
Sometimes, the way for you to be happy is to solve your problem,
But it's so friggin hard. There's a lot of effort and emotions involved too.
Trying to be positive,
Man, that's the hardest. How do you do it when shit is falling from the sky left,right,and center?
But I'll tell you something,
The hard work pays off,
BIGTIME.
So get up, dust yourself off,
And Be, instead of Think.
That's why there's a lot of people who feels miserable.
If you're sad, you need a pick-me-up, right?
Talking to people to lighten up a burden, that needs a lot of courage, and effort.
Going out to do the things you love;
Photography, Movies, Rock-Climbing, running, reading, Driving at 180km/h.
That's hard.
Being happy also costs a lot of money.
Shopping therapy is not cheap.
Sometimes, the way for you to be happy is to solve your problem,
But it's so friggin hard. There's a lot of effort and emotions involved too.
Trying to be positive,
Man, that's the hardest. How do you do it when shit is falling from the sky left,right,and center?
But I'll tell you something,
The hard work pays off,
BIGTIME.
So get up, dust yourself off,
And Be, instead of Think.
July 13, 2011
Happy thoughts, anyone?
I love weddings and baby announcements. After all the shitty stuffs that you listen in the news, the shitty stuffs that you went through, seeing someone being blissfully happy....
...is infectious =)
Please give me a life time supply of happy stories! My mood is easily influenced, especially by happy stories. Dalam banyak-banyak happy, ada jugak ah soalan biasa;
"You bila pulak?"
Hahah, I don't mind one bit (for now) bila orang tanya. Probably because I'm loving my single and independant life too much to share it with anyone, right now. I believe that a woman's life will always be dependant. Before you get married till uni, you'll be taken care of your father, after you get married, your husband. So when are you really gonna have a me time?
"Career, career jugak, but it's important that you start a family too."
Probably, but not now. I just can't imagine myself being a soccer mum, and spending most of my time tending to a husband and children. Probably one day, but not now.
While others are dreaming of a perfect husband, I'm dreaming of a perfect vacation. How can you be a good wife when you're still toying with the idea of having a summer fling in Europe and eating space brownies?
Sangat tak sesuai.
Maybe i have different and awkwars priorities compared to other girls. Ever since I was little, while other girls were dreaming of being a princess, I wanted to be Optimus Prime. While other girls are giggling over their school crushes and plannning their perfect wedding, I planned to take over the world, and the key to total world domination was Prince William being gay. (No joke, this was my plan when I was 12)
Right now, total world domination sounds more inviting.Hehe.
...is infectious =)
Please give me a life time supply of happy stories! My mood is easily influenced, especially by happy stories. Dalam banyak-banyak happy, ada jugak ah soalan biasa;
"You bila pulak?"
Hahah, I don't mind one bit (for now) bila orang tanya. Probably because I'm loving my single and independant life too much to share it with anyone, right now. I believe that a woman's life will always be dependant. Before you get married till uni, you'll be taken care of your father, after you get married, your husband. So when are you really gonna have a me time?
"Career, career jugak, but it's important that you start a family too."
Probably, but not now. I just can't imagine myself being a soccer mum, and spending most of my time tending to a husband and children. Probably one day, but not now.
While others are dreaming of a perfect husband, I'm dreaming of a perfect vacation. How can you be a good wife when you're still toying with the idea of having a summer fling in Europe and eating space brownies?
Sangat tak sesuai.
Maybe i have different and awkwars priorities compared to other girls. Ever since I was little, while other girls were dreaming of being a princess, I wanted to be Optimus Prime. While other girls are giggling over their school crushes and plannning their perfect wedding, I planned to take over the world, and the key to total world domination was Prince William being gay. (No joke, this was my plan when I was 12)
Right now, total world domination sounds more inviting.Hehe.
June 20, 2011
Untitled 2
I've been doing a lot of thinking, and maybe, just maybe,
it's about time we put those that belongs in the past in a box.
You know, kinda like the box where you'd put all the Christmas lights.
Only to be opened on special occasions,
Tangled and all.
"You're a lot of work, and you're messed up,I'm glad I only need to deal with you once in a year."
Yeah, that's you.
Toodles, I'm off to buy a new lamp.
Bright, easy to operate, and does not cost as much.
it's about time we put those that belongs in the past in a box.
You know, kinda like the box where you'd put all the Christmas lights.
Only to be opened on special occasions,
Tangled and all.
"You're a lot of work, and you're messed up,I'm glad I only need to deal with you once in a year."
Yeah, that's you.
Toodles, I'm off to buy a new lamp.
Bright, easy to operate, and does not cost as much.
June 19, 2011
Untitled
When all else failed me,
Literature won't.
Dear Words,
Thank you for not leaving me,
When others did.
Literature won't.
Dear Words,
Thank you for not leaving me,
When others did.
May 1, 2011
Random Rant at 3:49
I'm tired.
I think you should stop playing the victim card.
I think you should stop putting yourself high up in the pedestal.
I think it's obvious that you give credits to your "charity" more than you truly earn.
I had an epiphany just now. It's funny how you tend to think that the whole world is against you; that the whole world doesn't understand where you are coming from. Funnier still, this is probably the same thoughts echoed by 6,852,472,823 people.
Assuming that the notion is true, this is some seriously messed up and lonely world that we live in. But is it really?
I've known people who'd given up their jacket for a freezing child, and they end up having a pneumonia.
I have known young gentlemen who'd stop their cars for random old strangers that are walking and gave them a lift.
I've read about a Chinese who tried to rescue a Malay couple from an accident only to end up being killed by a hit and run driver.
I've heard of good Samaritan that had returned valuables and refused to receive the compensation, and only said; "God will reward me."
What I'm trying to say here is that, the world is not a bad place to live in, and generally, people are OK. What is not OK however, is how you perceive people. Just because you are mistreated by one person, you do not have to lash it out on others.
I realised that people (me included) always tend to over-exaggerate their acts of kindness, and sometimes refuses to see the good things or assistance that others have given them. No wonder we are seeing it from a skewed point of view, you feel like you have done a lot for people, but people don't help you out.
We can never be further from the truth.
And if you helped someone, and somewhere along the lines, you got back stabbed, or the person had hurt you in some way please stop saying things like "I helped her/him out cause I felt sorry,blablabla, and this is what I get". If you want to rant about it, no need to help, you are in no obligation to do so.
Be honest to yourself. You only say that cause you want to make yourself feel that you are a better person than the person that hurts you.
I'm also tired of your two-face, but that's a different story.
I think you should stop playing the victim card.
I think you should stop putting yourself high up in the pedestal.
I think it's obvious that you give credits to your "charity" more than you truly earn.
I had an epiphany just now. It's funny how you tend to think that the whole world is against you; that the whole world doesn't understand where you are coming from. Funnier still, this is probably the same thoughts echoed by 6,852,472,823 people.
Assuming that the notion is true, this is some seriously messed up and lonely world that we live in. But is it really?
I have known young gentlemen who'd stop their cars for random old strangers that are walking and gave them a lift.
I've read about a Chinese who tried to rescue a Malay couple from an accident only to end up being killed by a hit and run driver.
I've heard of good Samaritan that had returned valuables and refused to receive the compensation, and only said; "God will reward me."
What I'm trying to say here is that, the world is not a bad place to live in, and generally, people are OK. What is not OK however, is how you perceive people. Just because you are mistreated by one person, you do not have to lash it out on others.
I realised that people (me included) always tend to over-exaggerate their acts of kindness, and sometimes refuses to see the good things or assistance that others have given them. No wonder we are seeing it from a skewed point of view, you feel like you have done a lot for people, but people don't help you out.
We can never be further from the truth.
And if you helped someone, and somewhere along the lines, you got back stabbed, or the person had hurt you in some way please stop saying things like "I helped her/him out cause I felt sorry,blablabla, and this is what I get". If you want to rant about it, no need to help, you are in no obligation to do so.
Be honest to yourself. You only say that cause you want to make yourself feel that you are a better person than the person that hurts you.
I'm also tired of your two-face, but that's a different story.
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